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Virgo Suicide

by Stehend in der Stille

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1.
Note 1 01:32
Aquamarine eyes reflect blood on floor Soul flowing down with a deluge of dreams Black prism reflect my hopes for tomorrow I drowned my heart with a simple stab to life Can you hear my silence? My silent scream, my silent scream Painting the wall with crimson red makes life and death so beautiful Drag me into hell I'll have to swim in Stige river for purifying my body and soul and reborn another time I'll be the last black butterfly Can you hear my silence? My silent scream, my silent scream
2.
Note 2 01:20
My illness, my sick dream Shadows on the wall Candlelights My ritual for. my ritual for. Your illness, your sick dream The white wall Daylight Your ritual for. Your ritual for. Our ritual to die. All these words have two meanings The meeting point, the flux of unconsciousness The calm before, the storm after. We're like a mirror that doesn't reflect. We're a never made speech.
3.
Note 3 01:53
What remains if not the pain? What remains then? Tell me what remains Tell me now A life of armony A life of agony Isn't it the same my love? I feel the same Where are you now? It's like a cold embrace I'm so afraid I feel so alone now The gift of pain, the gift of tears The moon takes my thoughts away Every night, every light Every second of my time.
4.
Note 4 01:18
Suddenly the sky above became so dark feelings turns into hundreds shades of black I stare at my microcosm imploding. All that seemed so perfect so coloured and clear All that I jealously kept Crushed into the walls of fear.
5.
Note 5 01:31
Red lights moves my thoughts Like tongues of fire that burn My eyes, your eyes Should I crying for you? Share my pain My illness, my dreams Look down at the tide as it clean every death desire, every dying light I think my paradise is here A blue floating sky of tears
6.
Note 6 02:09
Swallow the pill of neglect close your mouth, bite your breath. Now that all of your dreams are gone, gnaw your own rotten bones. Nervous system's collapsing The Deamon inside is crawling Screaming and screaming and screaming Cursing the Life you are leaving Defy it, execrate it, spit upon it Drive the knife to the vein Reach out to the end you claim taste deep your wounded pride hold that knife, hold it tight.
7.
These last few decades weighed on my shoulders as if they were centuries. What in my youth used to shine, like a huge fountain under the midday sun, is now but a shadow, surfacing from the depths of distant memories. A grotesque shell of guts and bones, wandering aimlessly, is all that's left of me. And now, I resolved to let it vanish amidst the foaming waves. I entrust my dreams to the shores of a sea, that long has waited for me to come. Sorry mom and dad. Sorry my love, if you will never have what you expected from me... it is a luxury I could never grant myself. These are the last wails of a dog, who has chosen to stop chewing its own bones to sate its unending appetite. I'll be fine, I hope... for the first time after so, so long. Don't try to go after my remains, for wherever the sea will take them, that's where I want them to lie, forever.
8.
Note 8 01:34
My time invert The regress of light The black horizon My hand nailed up to the wall I swallow my own sun for not shiver in the cold For not feel pity to myself My foot nailed down to floor And reject every sin and every doubt And tear out my eye only for see the truth on myself The purity of madness The fire of loss Dreaming Lucifer's kiss The fall, and then the ascent
9.
Note 9 01:27
I burn near the sea the embrace of sand the wind transport me The night calls me And the new day My smoke on your eyes Now you really can see Feel, feel the essence of life The judgment, the shame Rivers of tears on the sea and after the sea the ocean Keep your fucking tears for yourself and respect me
10.
Note 10 02:55
Darkness and lights dance In front of me And why? So i can admire them for eternity Ask me how my death can't be a tragedy For this bleeding eyes and for this broken hands Suffering is a virtue when is far way I don't want to cry anymore if this tears will be lost This scortched earth This infinite omega Why do I search the darkness When I can become the light? After being a million suns I will be the last light on earth
11.
Note 11 01:35
Here I stand. I stand in Silence. The scent of a woman I cannot see slowly corrode my skin her invisible fangs penetrates me I cannot sleep neither rest my eyes It keeps me alive, the only way to see her is to feed my anxiety. Here I stand. I stand in Silence. But she's not mine She will never be mine Never. Not even in my wildest dreams Never.
12.
Note 12 02:06
All must fall New bleeding hearts Sprout from abandoned hopes Again it's our fault if the expectation betrays the doubt And it's our fault again If we suffer for something that we will never reach All must Fall In those forgotten fields Where we've planted our dreams, Where we've fucked with a fucking bitch All shall fall and All shall die No expectation in morality Love is a tragedy Spit on!
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Note 13 01:21
A pale fullmoon enlight me while I move to the ethereal A sense of loss and peace In a dream-static inner void I am the golden ashes of my time wrapped by lust and desire Called with spite and iniquity Absolutism and denial Who am I if not you? The mortal flesh prevails and the man dies. Immaterial things My immortalized dream I would like to dream of you One last time.

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The album title is inspired by the book "The Virgin Suicides" of Jeffrey Eugenides.

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released January 2, 2019

Davide Colladon
Emanuele Prandoni
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Fabrizio Sanna
Laura Lavalle
Francesco Gemelli

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Born under the trouble mark of Black Metal, soon mutated in something of tragically melodic, fast and restless.

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